walking through strange doors into even stranger places to find that perhaps this place is exactly where you need [want] to be. after years of avoiding...perhaps it is time. and perhaps you have finally found a secret hiding place where you can let your guard down, your hair down, and whatever else you feel needs to come down [walls, walls, walls]. it will perhaps [who can tell the future?] be the beginning of a much needed [never realized how much] friendship. you have always been scared of doing something new, something you feel you don't need, but you know that you need.....it is time. time time time....too long pushed off. here's to a new beginning. here's to the beginning of a new thing.

in other news....

i'm enjoying life in my new flat. yes.